timtag1190
12-29-2006, 05:25 AM
Its Kinda Dark but thats more my style tell me what you think:
Standing here i ask myself what happened to your plan
to raise me to understand
what it means to be a man
and provide for my fam
but you destroyed my fragile young mind with a swing of your hand
now everyone talks about this day in age
how we should mind our own business
HOW
when im so full of rage
my mind is like an animal fighting to get out of his cage
this is one time i wont just turn my cheek
i refuse to close my mouth and not speak
As i approach the tears fall as i see my mother laying there lifeless
dad please i beg you let mom be
I can smell the budweiser fresh on your breath
but to me it smells like the cold hearted man of death
you turn and face me now bringing your constant barrage of blows in my direction
as my mother slowly wakes she sees the beating im taking
she runs to my side with her hands still shaking
she succeeds and his attention is brought to her
while i look through bloodstained eyes at a blur
ive made the decision this is the last time
someone will be hurt from your bloodline
i run out of the room in a daze to find a weapon
i remember in the basement my dad keeps his smith & wesson
now i ask myself the question
CAN I GO THROUGH WITH THIS?
because if i dont i will surely die from my fathers fist
then i hear a loud HELP ME SOMEONE yell
thats it my mind shuts off and my rage starts to swell
i grab the gun and return to the room
as my mind yells faster or she will surely die soon
As i hold the gun up i think of that happy bride and groom
the hammer cocks back as my mind consumes what im about to do
I whisper to my self Goodbye dad & I love you
and with that i fire that fatal shot
the one that would finally make the pain stop
now i have to be a witness and explain to the cop
why it was i had to shoot my own pop
good night everyone im going to bed now.i posted a few and ill post the rest tomorrow.and your probley thinking why im getting them done so fast.why that is is becuase its saved onto my usb flash drive so im copy/pasting and then keeping them on my flash drive.well good night
Standing here i ask myself what happened to your plan
to raise me to understand
what it means to be a man
and provide for my fam
but you destroyed my fragile young mind with a swing of your hand
now everyone talks about this day in age
how we should mind our own business
HOW
when im so full of rage
my mind is like an animal fighting to get out of his cage
this is one time i wont just turn my cheek
i refuse to close my mouth and not speak
As i approach the tears fall as i see my mother laying there lifeless
dad please i beg you let mom be
I can smell the budweiser fresh on your breath
but to me it smells like the cold hearted man of death
you turn and face me now bringing your constant barrage of blows in my direction
as my mother slowly wakes she sees the beating im taking
she runs to my side with her hands still shaking
she succeeds and his attention is brought to her
while i look through bloodstained eyes at a blur
ive made the decision this is the last time
someone will be hurt from your bloodline
i run out of the room in a daze to find a weapon
i remember in the basement my dad keeps his smith & wesson
now i ask myself the question
CAN I GO THROUGH WITH THIS?
because if i dont i will surely die from my fathers fist
then i hear a loud HELP ME SOMEONE yell
thats it my mind shuts off and my rage starts to swell
i grab the gun and return to the room
as my mind yells faster or she will surely die soon
As i hold the gun up i think of that happy bride and groom
the hammer cocks back as my mind consumes what im about to do
I whisper to my self Goodbye dad & I love you
and with that i fire that fatal shot
the one that would finally make the pain stop
now i have to be a witness and explain to the cop
why it was i had to shoot my own pop
good night everyone im going to bed now.i posted a few and ill post the rest tomorrow.and your probley thinking why im getting them done so fast.why that is is becuase its saved onto my usb flash drive so im copy/pasting and then keeping them on my flash drive.well good night