I was recently modded and then de-modded so that I could be polled for devship.
I want to speak to all devs who may be reading this, I appologise for viewing your forum, I wasn't informed about it and I didn't mean to cause any trouble or dis-respect. I don't think I'll be voted in as a dev simply because I'm not "known" or "liked" enough.
If I'm not voted in, I don't want to be re-modded (sorry fakawi I said I would sleep on it but this is my decision and I stand by it). I don't want to be a part of any group who invite members based solely on their popularity rather than their skill. Whether or not anyone will regret it I don't know, I don't really want to find out either.
I did not ask or volunteer for any of this and I don't think there was any need for jelousy or abuse from a certain member of the community who's shown little proof of skill or knowledge with SRL. This person was also a recent devship applicant, there was no need to feel embarrassed or to take your anger out on me, I'm not going to name names but this person knows who they are and should be ashamed of themselves.
So that is my decision, the poll will hopefully be finished soon and I'll be back to just being an SRL member, which I would prefer to working with a certain person. I really don't feel the same anymore.. It's a bit sad when people judge you without getting to know you or what you can do...
Anyone else can post their opinions here if they wish, I'd just like some dev's to read it and learn from it.
