I feel you, that's exactly why i never applied and never will anyway, At this point they should promote you to SRL member, you're practically keeping the community alive and vibrant for oldschool.
Rj does have a point, if you never apply you'll never know if you will get accepted or declined, in life we apply for work and if we get rejected we'll app elsewhere. With that said, you're also right - if you get declined you'd just quit and move on elsewhere and flourish where-ever that may-be.
Btw hey man, i got banned for two days lmao! botted like 60+ hours using osbot at a wildy spot - no teleport randoms no pkers, and then i got banned..Been botting on my main since 2004, first time getting a ban

. But hey i am almost maxed meleee in osrs

. We should do nightmare realm again sometime this weekend or next week.