Felt like that for a long time. Talking from my experience, I brought it on myself through a lack of confidence; I could speak to girls, make them laugh, even had the girl of my dreams after me at one point, but I lacked the self esteem to tell her how I felt for fear of rejection.
What actually happened was it got to the point that I'd smoke so much that I just didn't care about anything, and the next time I spoke to her I told her everything, expecting nothing and regretting nothing. Long story short, I just got back from a couple day break in a hotel with her and we've been together for a good while. People say have fun at college but everyone's different, I'd really rather be settled, and I am, so would she, and so we match. You've gotta realise that you won't be lonely forever.. and stop taking yourself so seriously. Honestly, there's two options, confidence, or just thinking fuck it, and telling yourself you've nothing to lose. Do that, and as long as you do so with a smile it'll come off exactly the same. Realistically, if you get rejected what's the worst that can happen? You can go home, smoke and just forget about the whole deal, try again another day.





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