Dear ***,
I know we've only known each other for about 4~6 months. And I know this is really sudden, but I have to tell you before it's too late. Drummerboi was you. I bet you figured it out though... it was obvious... but you have no clue HOW much I like you/love you. I think about you EVERYDAY. I love you but that's so hard to say. And when I'm near you, my heart screams with agony because I know you can't stop thinking about her. The way you make me feel, is so indescribable...
You make me smile when I frown... You make me rise when I fall...
You made me live an extra year, and for once I enjoyed my life. You made me feel like I had a reason to live, like someone actually cared that I was alive in this world. And I don't know if it makes a difference but, the time you told me about your "mask" it made me really happy that you trusted me enough to tell me. (Even if it was fake...) And in one of your emails I said a lot of "only if"'s and you prob. already figured it out since you REALLY smart, but it was because I wanted to be the girl you liked. I wanted to be the one...
I never had feeling so strong about a guy except for you, and I'm scared, I'm confused, and I don't know what to do. When ever I'm near you I'm lost in my own world, and only you know how to get me our. My love is strong... and theres no way to describe it.
I know that since I've told you how I feel, the best thing to do for me is erase you from my memories... So, all I can say is:
Your were really the only person who could make me laugh.... I love you and theres nothing stopping me. It's taken a while for me to realize how much I love you. But I know it now... You raised my hopes and dreams so I can even walk on fire. I think about you all the time. And remember always listen to your heart. Don't let people mess with you...
I hope you a good life,
I love you,
good bye,
[edited name out for privacy]